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That is such a scary thought.

I’m not sure my life is complete without TMI Tuesdays.

So I’ll miss about 4632773728854992 posts a week.

I don’t know where my life is going right now.

My mom convinced me to have a sleepover with some friends before school started. I invited one of my friends that I’ve know since birth and another that I’ve known since 3rd grade.

We were just laying around in my room, talking about nothing. I don’t even know why I opened my mouth.

“I think I might be gay… or bi. But I’m not sure yet”

The expressions on their faces were priceless. If I wasn’t sharing on of my deepest secrets with them I would have burst out laughing.

“WOAH. Does that mean you’ve been looking at our butts this whole time?”

Laughter.

“OMG! Can you imagine double dating? It would be so… weird!”

More laughter.

“Don’t worry girl! We’ll find you a great guy and and you’ll get over it.”

They thought it was a joke.

“It’s a phase. Trust me! I used to like girls when I was like 7.”

I should have told them that I wasn’t something that I couldn’t get over.

But you want to know what I said instead?

“Yeah! Duh. I’ll get over soon. I just need to find the right guy.”

That seemed to calm them down. I changed to subject and they forgot about it.

For the rest of the sleepover I had a dark cloud over my head.

Why doesn’t anything in my life go as planned?

My friend was talking to me yesterday about boys, summer, etc. Then she just broke down. She told about how her house was up for sale because parents couldn’t afford it AND they were getting a divorce on top of that. Her brother just moved out and now she’s all alone. I cried with her.

Then it hit me.

I have a loving family, a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear… I could go on and on. Some people have none of that. And some people are about to lose it all, just like my friend. I complain about almost everything and now I feel stupid. I should be telling my parents how much I appreciate them and everything they’ve done for me. I should appreciate my clothes instead of asking for new ones.

I’m gonna start doing this. Right after I pray for my friend.

splatterpaintwars:

dear new girl,

here’s a helpful list on things he likes:
he likes to play legos. he likes to eat sushi. he likes when you scratch his head. he likes to watch enchanted (although he may deny it). he likes when you’re real with him. he likes it when you don’t try to be someone you’re not. he likes it when you give him a chance. dont judge him - he’s who he seems to be. he is respectful. he does things because you’ll enjoy them. he likes a girl who loves God. he likes when you play games with him. he likes it when you tease him. he likes a girl who can take a joke and his sarcasms. he likes it when you tell him good luck. he likes a girl who is genuine. he likes comics and likes movies. he likes watching boy meets world. he loves to dance and to battle. be encouraging of him; tell him you’re proud of him and that you appreciate it. sometimes its harder to say you like someone or appreciate them than it is to tell them you love them. he likes to watch ABDC, watch it with him and discuss it with him. share youtube videos with him - it makes him happy.

you mess with him, you gotta deal with me. dont break his heart. i’d rather have him break yours. sometimes you dont know what you got til its gone. but if you really love something you’ll let it go.

i wish he could still be mine. but he’s moved on. hopefully you’ll have better luck than me.

-the ex-girl

Wow. This letter made me cry a little bit! You know so much about a person and he moves on to someone who basically only knows his name. Beautiful letter.